So I have been feeling like I'm in a rut. I'm not happy with the way I've been looking lately, my clothes seem to be getting tighter and tighter...I refuse to buy a bigger size. And I know with out him saying so, my poor husband is feeling my low self esteem..So it is my first priority to lose the weight! But hasn't this been my priority since I started gaining it 12 months ago? What I don't understand is why don't I just DO IT? I know I HAVE to make it to the gym at LEAST 3 days a week to start with added walks and activity in between. My days seem so full. I think if I had a partner to sorta help keep me accountable it would help. But there again is an excuse. I have to just commit, period. My diet isn't all that great either, I think if I keep a journal of everything I eat for 2 weeks then I could look back and maybe modify or show myself where I am going wrong. So, that's what I am going to do. Starting TODAY! I am officially setting a goal, right now right here. I'm going to try harder and I WILL participate in the Danskin Triathlon next June. Okay, there it is, written for all to see...
Excuse me while I go enthusiastically start my new regimen (:
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Monday, December 8, 2008
Well here it goes, FIRST blog entry. Going to try to journal my thoughts...Nice to have it written down to look back and see what we've learned, how far we've come or remind us of what was important at one time.
Today I woke up tired, I feel alive NOW, after my cherished cup of strong coffee. I've become dependent on my caffeine, sorry to say. Got all the kids ready for school, bundled Isaiah up then dropped the girls off. All the while making a list in my head of all the things that need to be done around my house.
-Christmas decorations
-Laundry
-Animals
-Vacuum/floors
-gym
-Dinner?
Wow, I live such a exciting life. Sometimes I wonder where I'd be if......
I've got so much swimming through my head my fingers can't type fast enough to write my thought down before a new thought comes into my head. I guess I'll have to write several entries to keep up. Or just tame my thoughts and focus, now there's an idea.
My good friend gave Isaiah all theses games and puzzles, that should keep him entertained for many weeks to come. I l
ove recycled toys, clothes, STUFF. What's that old saying? Somebodies junk is another persons treasure? That is sooo true! I give so much away and take so much joy in knowing it will go to good use. As the things that are given to me also. Thank You to all the people that have helped my family over the years with their good 'junk'!
I suppose that's all for now, I will try to focus on a topic for my next blog, or not.
Today I woke up tired, I feel alive NOW, after my cherished cup of strong coffee. I've become dependent on my caffeine, sorry to say. Got all the kids ready for school, bundled Isaiah up then dropped the girls off. All the while making a list in my head of all the things that need to be done around my house.
-Christmas decorations
-Laundry
-Animals
-Vacuum/floors
-gym
-Dinner?
Wow, I live such a exciting life. Sometimes I wonder where I'd be if......
I've got so much swimming through my head my fingers can't type fast enough to write my thought down before a new thought comes into my head. I guess I'll have to write several entries to keep up. Or just tame my thoughts and focus, now there's an idea.
My good friend gave Isaiah all theses games and puzzles, that should keep him entertained for many weeks to come. I l
ove recycled toys, clothes, STUFF. What's that old saying? Somebodies junk is another persons treasure? That is sooo true! I give so much away and take so much joy in knowing it will go to good use. As the things that are given to me also. Thank You to all the people that have helped my family over the years with their good 'junk'! I suppose that's all for now, I will try to focus on a topic for my next blog, or not.
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